the older i am..

i ve trusted people too easily. 

and everytime when i fall, i feel stupid. i should have seen it coming.

today s the 3rd day of my second training but m not feeling well, so i d be stuck at the hotel the whole day today. 

something shocking happened last night and i just couldnt bring myself to believe it. thank God su yin and tailou were the first i could call to ask for help. i hate myself for being so stupid. 

the older i become, the analytical side of me becomes weaker. how stupid.

anyways, am lookin forward to goin home. havent been driving for so long!!! and i miss home. i miss ron, snoop, tailou, su yin..and the rest...

i wish i could leave now. i wish i could.