An Elephant Never Forgets

Elephant..baby elephant..that were some of my nicknames that my aunties used to love calling me. i kinda miss them calling me baby elephant! haha! but i had embarrassing moments too with that nick... haha! my younger cousins would call me 'elephant jieh jieh' and it s actually ok if we were at home...but wow..when they call me that in a shopping mall..it could be fairly embarrassing! :)

it s been crazy these few weeks. mum s gone back to dad's yesterday, and so the house chores begins once more. not forgetting, freedom begins once more again too! :) however, i know my limits...ahaha..so yups. LIMITS! 

When i was going to bed last night, i was very angry. earlier on, i called tailou and spoke with him. poured my heart out and was cursing non stop! haha! i was mad and he on the other end was laughing...he was actually enjoying listening to my complains and unique curses! ahaha! so, before i went to bed, i texted him, telling him i was still angry! ahaha! tailou tailou. i dunno what i d do without u. i really truly cherish u being in my life. [eh..like wii wii man said, FRIENDSHIP forever - low tone voice]!! ahahhaha! 

i was very angry because as things were all getting better for me, something had to happen to shift the momentum. it didnt affect me greatly but it affected me for a few hours. well, it s a recovery journey and so far, things are going great for me. meeting people, making new friends, reunion-ing with buddies, and expanding my wisdom..haha..being wiser when making choices. nonetheless, i always remind myself that when things go wrong, it s alright. everything happens for a reason. 

what s in the past remains in the past. relationships? hmm..i just realized that every single men that i ve been with were and are(STILL) very selfish. they are just the types that mum says to stay away, but i guessed their magnets were too strong. no regrets but i wish i ll never meet them again. or have any kinds of connections with them. EVERY SINGLE ONE! well, although an elephant never forgets, i ll try to forget all these men! :)

anyways, i m looking forward to dinner tonight with su yin and tailou. the gathering of three loonies! ahaha! and im sure su yin has some jokes she s dying to tell us. haha! and tailou has some dirty news that he ll expose...ahahaha! love them to bits. and might be meeting bean, ping and sin lee..hehe..chicas reunite(maybe) if not tday, then tomoro afternoon.

tomoro morning...haha! working la..half  day! cant wait! :)

ele signing out ;)

life

Life.

cannot be defined.

living for the right purpose.

living for Him.

moonlight :)

the moon s pretty bright these few days.

birthday's comin up..feelin a lil older..but i cant wait for the gathering of all my GOOD frens once more at my place this sunday :)

wish zanne was here too.

next month will be a long month away again..would be travellin to spore and san diego for about 2 weeks..when i get back..i d be bumped with work once more. cant wait to meet up with 2 buddies there, nedu and deuce! that two men are just simply adorable! :) and we re all of the same age! okies, they re my buddies at SuperCamp, and they are great inspiration! am gonna be travellin with nedu for 2 whole days and I AM EXCITED! wheeeee!! we re goin to LA! ahaha! :)

Deuce & I at camp
Dec 08

(L-R) me in orange, and next to me is Nedu :)
at camp June 08

i finally got my travel documents sorted out..it took me 2 weeks of bitterness just to get my travels booked. am attending my interview to obtain my US visa next week. hopefully everything will be alright :)

whatever it is, i just wana keep my mind clear and stay focused for the 2 trainings that i ll be attending. dont wana think of anything else. i had gone down that road, no regrets. no turning back..only the future to look forward to. i ve gotta stay positive to be happy.
and the moon is still pretty bright. anyone knows why the moon is so bright? and do u know when the moon is bright, there will be lesser crab supplies? hehe! and i miss the moonlight. i do. sometimes, ppl say, THIS IS IT. appreciate every moment that u go thru. it s true. sometimes, time passes so fast that the moment u blink, 5 years...GONE! it just felt like yesterday when i was 17 again! :) truth to be told, that was 8 YEARS AGO! bloody hell...hahah!

am chatting with zanne and she has just invited me to her 21st in aussie! haha! thanks bestie! u just made me laughed!


am gonna go out for a walk..with me dog...snoop ;)